I Bet The Day Of What I Hope Wont Come True.

Hais.. Same old thing.. sub sub sub. Am i really a sub. Or i cant be a Cut Above The Rest to her.? Or i am just a pure loser, failure.? maybe i am. but i hope i am not. hahas. afterall.. i shown care to her. but i don't think she really apreciate it. Because she has too many people to care/love her. So she wont really cherish things around her. I should Be Abit Open. Let her Be her way that she wants. i force her got use? oh sorry There isnt any Improvement. haha What Bullshit Promisses we made. Never even 1 Month . It broken . hahas! what craps.. Promise. ? Is this word able to be trusted? Or it wont happen on me. hahas.. Since its so Complicated and so Freakup to care / love someone . For What go try? mind as well end it. wahahaha...