hais. how to not emo ...

How to Not emo . . when i myself cant even control my attitude + temper... i find myself so fucked up ... why i keep pissing people off. i 1 day never piss people off i will die is it .... Damn la.

I dont wish to be like this . but i cant even figure a way to change it. seriously...
i always promise to change but at the end. i still cant get my goals...

FUCKED UP LAAAAAAAAAA

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