Love Love Love

I am loving her more and more each day. but ... i am sad and sader day by day... this few days i saw her almost everyday.. but just 3 days... its good enough .. but .. she still dont have that special kind of feelings for me... How to Work harder?.. i am lost in my way... North south east west. where should i go ? who to complain to ? who can listen to me ? who can be a great listener to me.. i really love her. i feel that . i am like so useless.. i cant even make her touched.. and i cant find the way to do more things for her. i am so scare that she still dont have feeling for me.. why cant i just get closer to her? i wish that she could be mine.. but its just a dream. And. most importantly.. In my heart . theres always and forever only 1 name.. That is Xiaopei. its not gonna change. till i die bahs? hmm.. Hope she will understand how i feel ..